goodbye, sweet world, I am dead. they’re both perfect.
LMDC Indy was incredible. We got to tell Darren that was used his music in our vows and that I walked down the aisle to a song of his and he was so flattered, it was the cutest thing honestly. He was super sweet about my broken wrists, both he and Lea were so gentle and nice and concerned about how tf I did it lol. And then during the show he sang I Don’t Mind and said “I met a lovely young couple who told me they used these lyrics in their vows” and then he saw us in the front row and said “i’m so glad I couldn’t see you while I was singing that because I would have gotten teary.”
a perfect night, i couldn’t have asked for anything more.
just got our wedding pictures back so I’ll share more eventually but like
I married the most perfect human
I know I’ve essentially abandoned tumblr, but I’m doing well - wedding is one month from today and we’re both sick of planning and ready for it to be here.
in other news, got a tattoo of my mom’s handwriting yesterday and I’m obsessed
went to a 5k this morning with the full intention to just walk it. made the mistake of bringing Matt with me. ended up running the whole thing.
literally I haven’t run at all in two years, and the last time I ran a 5k without any walking would have been like 2011.
so, high five to myself for doing that
LA trip is going so well! landed at like 8:30, drove to Santa Monica and rode bikes along the beach, saw the most giant puppy ever, walked around, drove to our air bnb, and now we are chilling before dinner and the show. I’ve heard GREAT things about last night’s show so I’m fucking pumped for tonight.
update on my eye : still v blurry, still can’t see out of my right eye basically at all. stuck wearing my glasses for at least another week (which is bad because they’re like 9+ years old and not up to prescription at all). plus I’m actually blind so like showering is so difficult and straightening my hair and doing my makeup is so stupidly hard. they think my cornea is scratched so I have drops to try and fix it and hope it’s better by the time I go back to the eye doctor again next monday. I’m also so exhausted because I’m straining to see all day and I feel ugly af in my glasses because they are cheap and ugly and were only meant to be worn at home, not in public. also my ears are crooked so my glasses sit crooked on my face.
also we’re going to LA to see the Little Mermaid and I’m honestly really sad because I’m not really going to be able to see the stage very well with these glasses.
since Monday my right eye has been getting blurrier and blurrier. I thought it was my contact but I switched to a new one and nothing changed. finally went to the eye doctor today and he said it looks like my retina is swollen so now I get to go have more tests done tomorrow. I’m seriously nervous there’s something terribly wrong and like what if I’m going blind in my right eye or need surgery or
there’s my anxiety for you. but seriously pray that it’s an easy fix, whatever it is